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April 06 Talking to my baby谢谢大家的祝福。
这是一篇真正的日记。我一边跳舞，一边跟自己的胎儿聊天。几乎没做任何编辑。
怀孕以来，一直不知道跳舞的前途会怎样，很没底，有时就很不高兴。近来终于恢复了自己的排练。
常常觉得身旁的人，对于我怀孕的事情，都比我兴奋。自己为什么没有那么高兴呢？
那天，边跳，边跟孩子聊天。想起这个日记刚开始的时候，就有一篇是关于要孩子的感想。
朋友劝我说，每个时期有每个时期的快乐和感受。
我不可能永远处于三两年前，梦想初成的时期。总要变化。面临不一样的门槛。
此刻的感受，即使不是欣喜，也是生活中没有过的经验。
我的孩子，妈妈送给你一个礼物。除了生命以为，妈妈送给你一个爱跳舞的妈妈。你是我的孩子。我是你的妈妈。
希望舞蹈把我们连在一起，而不是分开。
希望你把我和我自己连起来，而不是分开。
这是我第一次，自称妈妈。
This is a real diary. I talked to my baby while I am dancing. Besides cutting it short, I didn't do any editing to the vidoe. Just as it was. About a year ago, I did an diary pondering about having kid. Now here I am.
Ever since I got pregnant, I am in denial somewhat. Everyone around me jumps up and down, while I try not to have the conversation stuck in the topic of pregnancy. I really do think this sucks quick often. How to be part of this excited party around me?
I finally get back to dancing in my studio more regularly again. Thsi day, I tried to talk to my baby as I am dancing. As I am talking through, a lot of things got clear.
I told her
It seems that I don't want to acknowledge your arrival.
Because, my life before you was perfect.
Where do you come from my little friend
like a butterfly landing on my window
Baby, mama gives you a gift.
Besides life, mama gives you a gift: a mama who loves to dance
let dancing connect you and me, not to separate us
let you connect me and myself, not to split me apart
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