date: 11/16/2005

music: 在网上找的一个小宝宝，他爸爸把他的“歌”配曲，贴在网上。其实，我只是想要小孩子的声音，中间的音乐我并不喜欢。http://show.yule.sohu.com/song_show.php?id=16947

缘起：周围的人都在生孩子。好像自己也应该差不多了。可是，实在不愿意。有一天，觉得我还没出生的小孩跟我聊天。

“妈妈，你为什么还没把我生出来？”

“因为我怕我会太爱你。”

“你为什么会怕太爱我？”

“因为我不想毫无条件的爱别人。我还想爱我自己。“

“你打算什么时候把我生出来？你会把我生出来吗？”

......

 

这次终于赶上个晴天。虽然还有跳得更好的录像（差不多还是即兴的），可是只有这次有阳光，实在舍不得不用。

 

There are so many  new-born babies all around me this year. It makes me think maybe it is time for me too， an idea that I have been resisting strongly. One day, I felt chatting with my unborn child. And he/she was asking:

Ma, why haven't you given birth to me?

Why are you afraid you are going to love me too much?

Are you ever going to give birth to me?

......

I found the music on a Chinese website where everyone can post there own singing to it. This baby boy's father created songs from the boy's  baby talk. I need the baby talks, but I don't like the interlude in between.